Just Potionate

I found the perfect theme to start my life story writing assignment.  Now I just need to come up with a name/domain. I want to try to be positive about this name even though most of the junk that is stuck in my head, blocking the good memories will come out first. Something that is [...]

Went to the dentist and had some crown work done.  After inserting a post and building it all up.. I thought all was well.  Now that the whatevercaine has worn off..  well hell Then I went for deep tissue massage on my neck. They wanted to do my lower back but my neck pain was [...]

The school semester has ended. It took up a lot of my time. I ended up with that barely A (3.05) going into the business management class final exam. Again. I’ve been going to a pain specialist, for my back, and I’m on bed rest from an injection. I did overdo it yesterday, going to [...]

I only have one thing to say about all these new psychiatric labels. When do I get my check? ::laugh:: I really like this new doctor. Not a b*tch post today.. other than I’m afraid of labels and I don’t think our world should revolve around them. I learned, today, I’m neurotic and psychotic.. oh [...]

My “advisor” contact at school called today to tell me nothing new. Acted like I was bothering. Called out my anxiety, like she got a memo about it.. Nothing is changing in the next 9 wks cuz there are no classes open. Its a shame that an online class is limited to 20. I’ll never [...]

I hate my brain. I’m supposed to be studying for a final but I’m too stressed out worried about it. This is what makes me so b*tchy. I know it. So the damn doctor made me choose between Ambien and Anti-Anxiety medicine. I chose the Anti-Anxiety because my Anxiety about Anxiety can’t imagine not having [...]

4:30am.  Awake.  For a while.  Headache. My doctor made me choose between Ambien and Anti-Anxiety drug. Last month it was choose between Lyrica (that my insurance won’t cover now) or Reboxin. I chose Lyrica and then he ignored all my calls to find out about the pre-authorization my new insurance company is requiring.  Of course, [...]

Dear Tommy, You were the best creature on the planet.  Not entirely all cat.. some human and full of personality that we miss everyday. Damn Cat Cancer.  I’m so happy you are not in pain anymore, but I’d rather be wrestling with you, right now. You chose us.  We will forever love you for that. [...]

I used to be able to order prescription refills within 3-4 hours of picking them up. I didn’t know it was because my insurance was so wonderful. I thought it was because the pharmacy was so wonderful. Now, however, it takes days to get my insurance to do anything before I want to kick them [...]

We’ve been out of bananas for a few days. Every time it comes up in a conversation, I yell “BANANAS” real loud. Doesn’t matter if I’m in chat, on the phone, or face-to-face with one of the kids. Every morning I miss my banana in my cheerios. Every evening I miss my banana snack. I [...]